BACK FROM THAILAND AND MALAYSIA AND SINGAPORE AND I AM BROWN
Someone will fall in love with you. Your flaws, scars, someone will. They’ll love you for you. They’ll know what you look like when you’re tired, happy, sad, angry. They’ll know what music you like, how you like your coffee. They’ll fall in love with you. No one else, just you. Maybe you haven’t found them yet, but there is someone out there wondering what you’re like.
You’ll meet them, I promise.
this actually makes me shiver. The feeling of someone you love stroking your skin… it’s one of the most satisfying and intense feelings anyone could get.
i feel like i cant even breathe, it’s like im lying at the bottom of the ocean with a large rock on my chest trying my damn hardest to breathe while at the same time wondering why it all went wrong? how i’m going to get up and pretend like everything is all right? what the hell am i going to do about the hole in my chest?